Okay. Howis January over already?! The first month of the year is already under our belts, but I hope it's been a good one for you so far. A new year brings so many new opportunities and experiences, and so does each month!
January brought many challenges, but it also brought manynew opportunities, and I'm excited to crush my goals again in February! As far as a mini life update, I'll share that towards the end. Fair warning, it's realtalk. I'm sharing my heart and I'm opening up to a lot of things I've kept hidden from my blog life.
January Goals Revisited //
Personal Goals
One // Clear out the spare closet
Check! I actually just packed up all of the clothes that I'll be getting rid of in a huge bin and it's all ready to get out the door!
Two // Read one book
Okay, I am actually the worst with reading. I didn't even pick upa book last month. Definitely gotta try harder in February.
Blogging Goals
One // Pre-write blog posts
YAS! I've been doing this and it's helped somuch. Whenever I feel inspired to write, I write as many as I can and have posts written weeks in advance! I have my posts planned out all the way through the end of February already and a few into March!
Two // Stop focusing on numbers
THIS! No joke this has changed the game for me. Of course I'm still going to look into my analytics, I am running a business after all, but I'm not obsessing over them and driving myself crazy. I'm using my numbers to helpme grow versus getting discouraged over them.
Three // Plan out photoshoot sessions
This has helped so much this past month. I met up with Summer to shoot and planned out weekends strategically to have time set aside for shoots with Christopher. Planning out a shot list is definitely a time saver!
All in all, January was a really great month for me. I learned a lot, I tried manynew strategies, and my blog is growing like crazy. I'm just gonna go ahead and pat myself on the back now. 😂 But in all seriousness, January was a great start to the new year! Now it's time to kick it into high gear during February.
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February Goals //
Personal Goals
One // Pay down $1,000 in debt
We still have a few thousand left to pay off from our wedding and of course we have crippling student loans. I'd love to focus $1,000 of this month's income on paying down some debt. I know it will help us in the long run--especially since we *fingers crossed* will be moving in a few months.
Two// Secure a place to live
So we haveto move out of the apartment we are in now. It's gotten horribleover the past few months. They've let many people move in that should not have been accepted to live here, and it's just turned our "luxury" neighborhood into garbage. I'm talking screaming at 2:00 AM, playing drums under our bedroom at 2:30 AM...the list goes on and on, but I can't take it anymore! My goal is to secure a place to live, whether it be a home or another apartment.
Blogging Goals
One // Grow myNewFacebook Group
In January, I started a group called Cultivating Instagram Engagement for Bloggers. If you're looking to grow your Instagram following, engage with new people, and be part of of genuine community, I'd love for you to join! Join here >>>Cultivating Instagram Engagement for Bloggers
Two // Continue organically growing on Instagram
During January, I tried something new. I interacted more with accounts I was following and made a tonof new blogging friends by interacting and following those I wasn'tfollowing. I stopped caring about a follower to following ratio, and if I genuinelyliked someone's account, I followed them with no questions asked. I may or may not have a post in the works about my organic strategy, because I gained a record amount of followers in just 30 days! 😉
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Three // Focus on increasing Pinterest engagement & monthly viewers
As a blogger, Pinterest is superimportant. Pinterest alone drives over 30k+ new viewers to my blog each month and they're sticking around too, because they read 2+ blog posts each time they visit! I want to continue to dive in and focus on growing my Pinterest monthly viewers, because I am soclose to hitting the pageview goal I've set for myself!
Mini Life Update //
As you can tell from my goals, my blog life has been going reallywell! I am so happy with where I am in the blogging world, since I've only been blogging full-time since last February. But unfortunately, the income isn't where it needs to be right now, and I know a lot of other bloggers are feeling the same. Okay fair warning, prep for word vomit and tons of vulnerability, it's time for #realtalk.
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I've been feeling all kinds of emotions the past few months from sadness, anger, and I've been feeling useless. I'm sad because I put somuch time (50+ hours a week!), effort, and passion behind what I do, and I feel like it's not paying out. I'm angry at myself, because I gave up a steady income, yes to pursue my dreams, but gosh, it's scary! Essentially, we'd be in a house already, student loans would be paid way down, and maybe we actually would have had enough money to go on a freaking honeymoon. Was it all worth it? I hope so.
Now sadly, I feel useless and I hateto even admit this, but I do--I'm just being real with you (obviously). Sometimes I feel useless in the blog world, because do people even careabout what I'm writing about?! Honestly, how many people are going to read this last paragraph? If you are, you're the real MVP, but gosh, I hate this feeling. I also feel useless, because my income means nothingto lenders since I am self-employed. Chris and I reallyneed a new place to live (due to the reasons I explained above & more so in my personal goals), and we were hoping to buy a house within the next 1-2 months, but it doesn't look like it's going to happen, and so I'm preparing for the worst.
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I feel at fault here for a lot of the personal opportunities that Chris and I have had to give up the past year, and I don't want to feel that way anymore. If you've been following along on the blog for the past year, you know that I've been looking for a part-time job for a while now--something to fill in the gap and to have an income that countsto the world. It's been an entire year of looking with no luck and I feel sodefeated.Within the past month, I've applied to several places and I'm mentally preparing myself to re-enter the workforce, but nothing ever seems right. I have a reallygreat opportunity on the horizon, and I pray that a) it works out or b) something good comes from it.
To answer a question that might be at the back of your mind, no I won't be giving up blogging. I've worked far too hard to get to where I am today. I'm just accepting the fact that I need to take moreresponsibility, because my actions and decisions affect more than just me now. Chris has been morethan supportive every step of the way, and for that, I'll be forever grateful, but I want to work harder to show him that I appreciate allof his support and encouragement this past year.
So, in saying all of that, if you could keep me in your prayers, especially in the next few weeks as they are crucial to this entire process. I know God has an amazing plan and that everything will work itself out, but man is He cutting it close this time!
I love you all & thanks for hearing my heart.
